Look deeper actually i felt this enviroment are more distance. While age growing upper and upper will suddenly felt this place wasn't belongs to you anymore.
Perhaps the people around are not familiar as before, not caring as the past time.
Sometimes I even think I never know this place before, would make me feel more comfortable.
Perhaps, this is not the place I should be.
Maybe, I just don't accept the facts.
I think I will step out from the shadow, and tell myself everything gotta be tough.